M.O.C.

i cant seem to get her off my mind. am i in love? or do i just got it hard for this one person? when she got problems, i make them mine. when she happy, im excited. when she not talking to me, i cant seem to fathom life. i need her. i never felt like this about someone. i think these type of feelings are one in the lifetime feelings. she always lay shit out and put it in perspectives ive never contemplated.  they say sometimes when you in love, you wanna be surrounded by it. with that being said, she can never smother me. i seriously have no bad things to say about this girl. i really don't. the problems that she say she has, i can deal with. not even that, her negatives don't bother me. ill try to make them positives for her cuz i want her flawless.  whats wrong with me y'all? why do i feel like this for a woman i haven't had the pleasure in being her dude or man or husband. she is just a friend.