50 Cent Warns You! Listening To Fat Joe is Dangerous

Eddie Murphy - Bill Cosby & Richard Pryor

Girl Gets Dumped On The Radio

Kansas City blog

Danny Vola- Waka Flocka Flame No Hands- Acoustic Cover

"Airplane!" & "The Naked Gun" Tribute

What's the weirdest thing you've ever eaten?

fried Duck

Ask me anything

What video game have you played the most?

madden

Ask me anything

What's your biggest phobia?

afraid of being broke

Ask me anything

What's the most unselfish thing you've ever done?

spent my last dollar on her rent

Ask me anything

Who's the smartest person you know?

me

Ask me anything

formspring.me

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/bigdieseltyme

Dateline NBC To Catch A Predator - Huge Mix

1st Amendment Stand Up - Mark Simmons

What one thing are you exceptionally bad at?

REMEMBERING TO CALL BACK

Ask me anything

#ShawtBusShawty ( @BYOBent Gucci Mane Soulja Boy Waka Flocka Cartoon Sho...

Rick Ross - Aston Martin Music ft. Drake, Chrisette Michele

If you could eat dinner with any person, dead or alive, who would it be and where would you go?

me and zoe saldana would go to el cholo....she would love this mexican food.

Ask me anything

IS THIS LYING?

YESTERDAY I WAS AT THE OFFICE AND I GOT A CALL FROM MY GIRL. I HAD A FINE ASS RED BONE ON MY DESK. SHE WAS KISSING ME AND TOUCHING ME SOMETHING CRUCIAL. NOW I TOLD MY GIRL ON THE PHONE THAT I HAVE SOMETHING ON MY DESK THAT NEEDED MY ATTENTION. NOW DID I LIE?



-FROM THE GEORGE LOPEZ SHOW LOL

A + B= 5

im not gonna lie, i have a wayward ass mind. one day you think you talking to Dr. Cornell West and next day you talking to Ron Jeremy. now that don't mean im a sex monster like the man but you would think i was by my language. I'm jus an open man with the sex topic. i haven't heard n e thing that was too harsh. actually the nastiest thing i prolly heard was a women using the stick shift as a stimulant. crazy huh? but yea, i don't know why i act like that but i do. my personality can be so unpredictable. i am a good guy all around tho. its jus im not a "what you see what you get" type of person. being cool with me is a process. but im not complicated jus misunderstood. try to understand me. you might like what i have to offer with friendship.

WHATS GOING ON?

i don't kno. i thought we were cool. we used to talk to each other every day even if was for a minute or two. we shared all our deepest info with each other now we don't even talk. are we beefin'? you cant be that damn busy. even the busiest of people find tyme to talk to that one you share info with. did i do something wrong? if so, tell me and I'm sure i got a reason for wrong doing. im not complaining I'm jus shocked at the fact i thought our friendship was better than this. yes you can take this as a "i miss you" blog post. i don't care. i jus wanna be how we were earlier this year. yes i have more friends but you friendship is deeper than any friendship i have. your irreplaceable. so yea. talk to me when you can. my phone waiting to ring with your special ring tone.

LOOKIN ASS NIGGA HOUSTON VERSION

Have you broken any bones? If so, how?

21 BROKEN BONES

Ask me anything

If you won a $1,000 shopping spree for any store, which store would you pick?

LIDS

Ask me anything

What was the worst advice you've ever received?

THAT BITCH IN HIGH SCHOOL LIKES YOU....FUCK WITH HER

Ask me anything

What would be the best workplace perk?

WORKING FOR YOURSELF

Ask me anything

What message would you want to put in a fortune cookie?

DONT ACT LIKE A BITCH

Ask me anything

ADDICTED

THEY GOT THE MILK....GOT COOKIES?

Freestyle Rap Fail / Hilarious Rap Battle / Fucking your dad

David Blaine Ring Magic

David Blaine Removes Girl's Teeth

UPDATE

NOW I KNOW THAT I HAVEN'T POST ANY TYPE OF (OFF THE DOME) THOUGHTS BUT TH ATS ONLY CUZ IVE BEEN SO DAMN BUSY GETTING MY LIFE TOGETHER BUT I WILL BE BACK WITH SOME STORIES, SOME RANDOM THOUGHTS BUT FOR NOW I ENTERTAIN Y'ALL WITH SOME RANDOM VIDEOS AND INTERESTING QUESTIONS.....CARRY ON

If you could be on one TV show which one would it be?

DEAL OR NO DEAL

Ask me anything

What was your favorite birthday gift?

MY 2001 TAHOE ON 22'S

Ask me anything

Who's the most overrated athlete?

OCHOCINCO

Ask me anything

MMA Knockout Of the Year - MMA Live

What was your favorite birthday gift?

Becky

Ask me anything

What did you eat for breakfast today?

eggos

Ask me anything

If you could rid the world of one thing, what would it be?

STDs

Ask me anything

Would you rather get up early or sleep late?

sleep late

Ask me anything

What was the worst concert you went to?

Kenny G

Ask me anything

FAN BELT

on Friday i was coming back form sonic burger and i was on the 91 freeway and my fan belt broke. when that shit happened my car couldn't turn...i was scared shitless. my car got hot and my battery light came on....when i couldn't turn my car was going 80mph. i almost ended my life. scary shit.

If you had to perform at the circus, what trick would you do?

SHOW YOU HOW TO DOUGIE

Ask me anything

If you could only read one magazine for the rest of your life, which would it be?

XXL

Ask me anything

Would you rather swim in a pool or the ocean?

POOL ALL THE WAY

Ask me anything

What was the best concert you went to?

ZANE SEX CONCERT

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What was your favorite book as a child?

BLACK BOY

Ask me anything

What message would you want to put in a fortune cookie?

HATERS ENVY SUCCESS, SO BE AN OPTIMIST

Ask me anything

Have you ever been fired? If so, why?

BEEN FIRED CUZ I WOULDNT GIVE MY FEMALE BOSS ORAL PLEASURE

Ask me anything

If you could become any fictional character, who would you be?

SUPERMAN

Ask me anything

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?

DIESEL

Ask me anything

What's the furthest you've ever traveled?

VIRGINIA.....

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Would you rather be a famous musician or a famous actor?

both really

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If you had the opportunity to live one year of your life over again, which year would you choose?

prolly my senior year of highschoo

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If you could have a super power, what would it be?

unlimited strength

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What video game have you played the most?

madden

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What was your first paying job?

finishline

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Who's the most overrated athlete?

chad ochocinco, terrell ownes, any cocky ass athlete...real ones like the game talk for em like marvin harrison #underrated

Ask me anything

If you could go on vacation for the next month with an unlimited budget, where would you go?

vegas....all the way turnt up

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Where would you like to spend your retirement?

vegas playing poker like doyle brunson

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What was your favorite toy to play with as a child?

power rangers action figures

Ask me anything

Who's the coolest person you know?

@tbugz @ree_see @ernasteeze @shawnchristafur

Ask me anything

Who's the most famous person you've met?

met mike strahan in vegas for new years

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Do you believe in ghosts?

nope jus GOD

Ask me anything

If you had to give up one favorite food, what would the most difficult?

mexican food

Ask me anything

What's the most unselfish thing you've ever done?

gave this girl my taxi i flagged down in the rain....she didnt have an umbrella

Ask me anything

THIS PAST WEEKEND

this weekend was the lost weekend in my personal opinion. i never had a weekend since this year started that i have nothing planned. actually, i take that back. i had stuff planned but lets just say that its the first tyme that all plans fail thru. it was crazy but some good did come out of it. my good friends that reside in riverside came to visit me. they always come with the funnies. when i say all things fail thru i mean my night plans. i feel like such a loser when the most social nights of the week are spent inside your own domicile by yourself. I'm 24 yrs old. this social don't last that long so i have to get as much fun as possible. next thing i kno, ima be a CPA making so much money that i cant have fun.....lol yea right. that bonkers when i become a CPA it will make my life that much easier. well hey that's it for now....i be back with some more ish to speak on...til then folks

RANDOMNESS

i tell you something, i hate the fact i cant vent with no one. i don't think its cuz i don't have someone to vent with but its becuz coming from me, it seems a bit soft to be talking about sensitive issues. but hey, that's life ain't it?

some people think that just becuz you have a blog spot you can just blog sexual things. i use to think like that. but that's not the case. you can chat about whatever. but then i think, if you don't blog about sex, who gonna read yo shit? well i say fuck it cuz someone gonna read ur shit sooner or later and the gonna be intrigued with what you are going thru.


yes folks, that convo was made with myself. i feel people talk to themselves all the time. when you map out what you gonna do within the next hour day or so, that's you talking to yourself. i happen to do it via blog spot.

until next tyme...

-Rick Ross Talks Music

ABCENT

i cant really explain my not being able to talk about something other then the fact that im busy as hell. but i will comeback with some shit. im jus tryna take this shit one day at a tyme cuz tymes is hard for every one so bare with me.

Albert Anastasia

cop this mixtape

Everest College Commercial - Hood Variant

Boats n Hoes Music UNCUT

Slow Down (Ha Ha) Video

SEASON FINALE

I KNO I HAVENT BEENT TALKING AS MUCH...THATS ONLY CUZ I DONT HAVE SHIT TO SAY. YES I KNO FOR THE FIRST TYME A NIGGA IS SPEECHLESS...BUT IMA BE TALKING AGAIN...DONT TRIP.

SHITTY JOKE

CLEVELAND ANGELS

PAST WEEKEND

so this past weekend it was my homie bj graduation. so i decide to take Becky with my best friend out there. now this was a hell of a drive. 656miles both ways to be exact. the drive was ok for the most part. the info shared in that car was quite informative. learned a whole lot about people. he graduating is was great. im proud of 'em and tony june. we all done with college and now life begins. lets see how we will turn out lol

BECKY BACK

after 9 days in the hospital, my becky has come back to me. we are one once again. im try not to leave her on any major streets ever again. i do wanna thank God for not letting me get all angry with this situation. he put me thru a test and i pray i passed with flying colors.

SORRY

i did it again...i stay fucking up. i always doing shit that i have no idea i doing until its done. i know I'm not perfect but i just thought that I'm better then the next man and the man before me. i truly hate this feeling. when i was told I'm an asshole, its factual now. always thought it was an opinion. I'm sry everybody for the way i been acting. I'm not having a pity party, just having a realization party.

BRAIN HAD SEX WITH A MAN

KENNY WEST VS. CLEVELAND JR BROWN

FAMILY GUY: BRIAN AND STEWIE

SIDESWIPED

i leave the homie house and walk to the car and what do i see? my car sideswiped by some alleged drunk Mexicans. when i saw what happened i call 1 tyme. good thing is that this accident was already reported. and the file number was on the windshield. so i kno who did it. but now my Becky is fucked up. i gotta take her to get fixed and that shit aint cheap. man look at the damage yo

MONEY MAYWEATHER

well, the fight was this weekend. big ups to money mayweather. gotta respect that man. yes he is a major trash talker but he can back it up. he the modern day Ali. sugar Shane Mosley is a good boxer too but Floyd was better. Now i know Mosley had Floyd dazed in round 2 but damn, that woke up Floyd. he dominated the whole fight after that. he was catching Mosley in a few dazes but Floyd just couldn't knock that man out. but he had him going tho. Mosley trainer even told him in the corner to wake up. it was a great fight all around.but y'all wont believe what happened when i left that fight party that the homie E BO threw... see next blog

WATCH OUT

the devil is always busy man. look to the left of you, then look to the right of you. they both ur friends. but what u don't know is that one of them hate on you all the tyme. hate ur shine cuz they wish it were theirs. haters, they grow by the second. then end

CONFIDE BLOG

man!!!! don't trust nobody. i say to myself all the tyme but its just seems to get away from me. its like when i say something to one person, i need to expect to hear it again from someone else. people just love to tattle tale. i mean if u promise me that u wont say shit and i tell u, then u promise someone else not to tell and tell them the same shit, that don't make it OK to tell that person. some shit just gotta stay to myself. its sad cuz its hard to confide in someone. why y'all see me all cold hearted and acting all brand new? becuz i cant say shit cuz its gonna be told to the wrong set of people, let alone the whole circle of friends.

BLANK BLOG

for the first tyme in a long tyme, i don't have shit to say. i don't. but all i can say is TACO TUESDAY. ghost...

OH SHIT BLOG

HER EYES OPEN WIDE AS I THRUST MY LOVE IN TO HER. SHE CAN FEEL THE PASSION INSIDE HER ABOUT TO BURST ANY SECOND. SHE STARES DEEP IN TO MY EYES AS I STARE IN TO HERS. SHE CAN SEE THE LOVE IN MY SOUL AS I MAKE HER CLIMAX. SHE KNOWS THAT THIS IS NOT A REGULAR BED MEETING. THIS FELT LIKE A COMMITMENT THAT BOTH BODIES WERE MAKIN'. THIS FEELIN' WAS NOT GOING TO BE DENIED. SHE REACHED FOR MY HANDS TO LOCK HER FINGERS WIT MINES. SHE WHISPERS SWEET SOMETHINGS IN MY HER. IT EMPOWERS ME TO MAKE HER EITHER CRY WIT ENJOYMENT OR YELL OUT MY GOVERNMENT. SHE DECIDES TO TAKE SOME ACTION [&] FORCES ME TO MY BACK. SHE BEGINS TO GRIND AS I PLACE MY PALMS ON HER WAIST. I STARE AT HER CIRCLES ON HER CHEST AS THE CENTER OF THEM REMAIN HARDEN LIKE ICE. I LEAN TOWARDS HER [&] BEGIN TO PUT HER CIRCLES IN MY MOUTH. SHE WRAPS HER ARMS AROUND MY HEAD [&] HOLD ME TOO TIGHT. SHE SQUEEZING ME TIGHT LIKE OUR BODIES WILL MERGE. IT FELT SO DAMN GOOD THAT I WAS MAD THAT OUR BODIES DIDN'T MERGE. IN FACT OUR SOULS JOINED BUT OUR BODIES DENIED THE MERGE. I LOOK AT HER SEXY LIPS AS SHE MAKE THEM SEEM AS THEY BEING BIT BY HER OWN TEETH. I GO IN FOR A KISS [&] SHE STICKS HER TONGUE OUT. SHE PLACE HER SAVORY TONGUE IN MY MOUTH [&] IT FELT SPECTACULAR. SHE TASTE LIKE SOMETHING SO INDESCRIBABLE THAT I WISH I CAN KISS HER EVERYDAY FOR LIFE. SHE PUSHES ME BACK DOWN ON TO THE BED. SHE BEGIN THE DO THE POGO THING. WHILE EXHALING WIT EVER BOUNCE I WAS SPRUNG WIT EVER JUMP. SHE SLOWED DOWN [&] CAME TO A COMPLETE STOP. SHE LAID ON MY CHEST SAYING "DAMN DADDY" I LAY HER ON HER STOMACH WHILE I ENTERED FROM BEHIND. I WHISPERED IN HER EAR "DADDY BOUT TO MAKE YOU SCREAM"

FUNNY JOKE BLOG

((((RING))))

**Pick Up**

"Hello?"

"Hi honey, this is Daddy, Is Mommy near the phone?"

"No Daddy, She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Frank"

After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Frank"


"Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, right now"

Brief Pause "Uh, okay then, ...this is what I want you to do. Put the phone
down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door, and shout to
Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway"

"Okay Daddy, just a minute"

A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone "I did it Daddy"


"And what happened honey?" he asked

"Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran
around screaming. Then she tripped over the! rug, hit her head on the
dresser and now she isn't moving at all!"

"Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Frank?"

"He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on too. He was all scared and he
jumped out of the back window and into the swimming pool. But I guess he
didn't know that you took out the water last week to clean it, he hit the
bottom of the pool and I think he's dead"


***Long Pause***




***Longer Pause***



Then Daddy says . . .




Swimming pool??


...Is this 555-7039??????"

No

Click.........

POEM BLOG

I'M LOOKIN [&] LOOKIN CAN'T SEEM TO FIND
DA IDEAL WOMAN THAT DEFIES THE LINE

BETWEEN MS. RIGHT [&] RIGHT NOW I'M SO CONFUSED
CUZ I PROMISE MY HEART THAT IT WONT BE USED

CHOOSE TO BE SINGLE SO DA HEART WON'T HURT
BEING ALONE KNOWS THE HEART WON'T WORK

SO I LOOK FOR THE ONE THAT DOTS MY I'S
CROSS MY T'S, TAKING CARE OF MY EVERY NEED

AND WHEN I LOOK AT YOU I SEE HAPPINESS
SMILES AND LAUGHTER WITH ALL TYPE OF LOVELINESS

EVERY TIME U LAUGH IS WHEN I CALL YOU GIGGLEZ
THAT'S WHAT I LIKE, NOT HOW YA BOOTY JIGGLEZ

NOT THE SIZE OF TITS ARE OR EVEN UR THIGHS
ITS YA SMILE, UR LIPS, LAUGHS [&] EYES

ALWAYS SOMETHING MORE THAT MAKES ME WANT YOU
UR LIKE A NEW CAR...I WANT TO FLAUNT YOU

I GUESS ITS JUS ME CUZ UR THE BOMB
THE 1ST LADY I LIKE THAT WILL MEET MY MOM

IMA TELL YA NOW LIKE I DID IN THE BEGINNING
UR MORE THAT THE PERIOD TO MY SENTENCE,UR MY HAPPY ENDING.

ARRGH!!!! BLOG

some people habits kill the hell outta me. the thing people do that pisses me off the most is when certain items aren't where they suppose to be. like example, you toothbrush not being in its stand. that shit just kills me. if you use things, put that shit back when done. i mean come on. that's how shit get lost. i can count how many times shit gets misplaced simply because the borrower didn't put the shit back where it was at first. why it pisses me off so damn much is that i waste time looking for something that shouldn't be lost. that's time a nigga like me cant get back. why should i waste it on looking for shit. the reason why i continue to look is because i need it at that given time. its just really pisses me the fuck off. just put shit back were it was at first and the world will spin smoothly

SEX BLOG

she called me with the "i miss u" speech. i wasn't even feeling it but how she describe she missed me got me wanna have here back over my house. nevertheless, i had her over. she came over round 2am...she was smelling good and shit and i jus couldn't resist the scent she was wearing. so she sat on my bed and started to undress herself and i just sat down next to her pretending now to watch. she whispered "Dwayne" and i felt this chill up my spine. she started to touch me and i just couldn't resist. so i gave in to her temptation. we started to kiss and it got heavy. i even stuck out my tongue and she sucked it gingerly. she was so soft and smooth. she starts to unbutton my shirt as i laid down. she sat on top of me and look dead into my eyes. i saw how much she missed me. and it made my dick get hard as ever. i pulled down my pants and she looked at my fuck stick like she knew it got stronger. she slowly inserted it into her mouth and it felt so good. she starts to moan on it and it make me insane with pleasure. she knows how to check my mic. after 8mins of cleaning the mic, she inserts the magic stick in to her lovely pus puss. felt like a hot knife threw butter. she slow grinds on me and it feels good. this feeling is something i truly missed from her. 10min later i had her bended over and i inserted from behind. i love doggy style. after 300 punished strokes, she did too. she love the power i gave within every stroke. i even laid her on the bed, stomach against the bed while i was still inside her fun zone and i use the edge of the bed for grip as i gave her a new set of strokes. she love my magic stick. she scram my name so loud that my car alarm went off. i knew i handled my business. i finished off with the skeeting inside of her. she wanted that, and i felt asleep with her while i was still inside. woke up around 6am and i was still erect. she woke me with a kiss saying "i love you Dwayne" she gets up and get dress and as she doing that, all i can think is that, this is my best friend's girlfriend and he will be mad as shit if he knew i have sex with his girl. but she doesn't care. she is wit him but she loves me. he my boy but i love his girl way too much to not sex her. i kno im wrong but i just cant let her go....



















...april fools

PURSUE BLOG

if a man likes a women, he gonna do what he has to do to get that women. now the women can even have a man, the man gonna kept on pursuing as long he has an ounce of fight in him. now a women can tell a man that shes in a relationship, he gonna keep on going. the man only stops pursuing the women when he himself loses that last ounce of fight in him. that's just how men are. you see I'm not down with breaking up happy homes cuz i never did but sometimes that ounce of fight is more than enough to pursue what you want at that period of time. now for me, my mistake is wasting time going for something that's not there. I'm very blind in seeing that. so i get made for wasting time. but i think i finally change when it comes to that. if i see something there, ima go for it but if i don't get it within a certain time, which is now a very small window, on to the next women. straight up. as for the other dudes, you can do what fits you cuz wasting time on my end could just be studying time on ur end. bottom line.....DO YOU

NFL BLOG

for all those who ain't knowing, the NFL passed a new rule that, for right now, applies to postseason overtime. so when it come to overtime the first team that gets the ball can only win by touchdown. now the first team that gets the ball scores a filed goal has to give the other team the ball. now if that second team gets the ball and scores a touchdown, game over. but if that second team gets a field goal as well, then it reverts to the regular sudden death. the main focus in this rule change is to take the game out the hands of a kicker. this rule is great in my opinion. now if this shit can be applied to regular season it would be wonderful. also re-evaluate the overtime rules for college. 25yrd line is too damn close. have it form the 50yrd line. better.

QUESTION BLOG

you ever just had the best sex ever?

neither have i....just wanting to be sprung.

VENT BLOG

seems like i cant control my feelings. that's why i use this blog spot. now its not about love when it comes to feelings i cant control, sometymes its just that fact that i don't have people to consult with. actually, i don't wont to come off as a blabber mouth. so I'm here. now this also come about because i have excellent friends who vent to me. i love it when they vent because i read between the lines with that shit. of course they thoughts are between us but when they vent with me they establish trust. but i don't have no one to vent to so let me vent to my blog spot so all my readers who come here often can read my stuff and talk to me. plus a man talking to much is not that heard of. but yea, i got a lot on my mind and ima put it to blogs and ima do this without hurting no one in the path. so whats my first vent to y'all, its simply the blog below this one. this song applies to me so much... that is all

HATER (by Dream) BLOG

[talking:]
If a was your man, I
Hit that shit like A-Rod
Don't you understand I, I
Trying to be your favorite artist in your ipod
I know this wasn't planned I
What I got is love
What he got nothing
Take this chance
He ain't nuthin' to lose
So why you lookin all confused

[Chorus:]
Girls like you
Turn men like me into haters
And I must admit it
Been actin like a hater
Tryin to get it
You got me lookin like a hater
Soon as she said she had a man
I was a hater
As long as I get you
I'll be a hater
Until you say you love me too
I'll be a hater
He don't even know
I'm his hater
How did one look at you overtake the kind heart in me

Say you'll leave your man so I
Can hit that shit like a parked car
Money ain't a thang I
Get it all with a swipe of the black card
Pretty woman get up in this Bentley now
You be my Julia I'll be your Richard
Can't wait to pin your frame on my wall
I need u in my picture
Do anything to get u

[Chorus]

[talking:]
Fuck that nigga
You know what it is
Dope Bentley coupes Gucci boots
Cris craft yachts boats
Hundred thousand dollars here
Hundred thousand dollars there
20 million dollars later
Yep Dream everywhere
Fuck that nigga
Leave that nigga
First class let's play
Doing deals on foreign islands
Me, Diddy, LA, Jay
I wanted what he already had
This girl so muthfuckin bad
I wanted what he already had
This girl so muthfuckin bad

"Personal Energy, Intimately Speaking..." BLOG

Hello Spirits,



I hope all are well on this 16th day of March, 2010.



The following ‘spiritual writing’ came to me as I sat at the computer typing an email. It is delivered with love, peace and light…please receive in the same.



I believe that we are energy within flesh. Our life-force is that energy…it is who we are, what we aspire to be and to whom we connect. It is the driving force behind our fears, loves, likes/dislikes, passions, goals, failures, successes, weaknesses and strengths. It is common energy, shared by both the Spirit and the Ego.



I believe we are made up of Spirit and Ego. The Spirit is the part of us that is influenced by the Highest Power (I call ‘it’ God). The Ego is the part of us that is formed by society, environment and experiences. The Spirit is wise; the Ego can become educated. The Spirit knows that It is complete, protected and loved; the Ego is concerned with physical appearance, social status, materialism, the thoughts of others and other worldly concerns.



As an Empath, I am able to connect with another’s energy to experience their feelings. I do this consciously as it is a part of the way I do readings. However, many of us who may not consider ourselves empathic may still experience the same, possibly on a much lower level than me.



Even if you choose not to believe in the ‘Spirit/Ego concept’, consider the acceptance of the fact that we are much more than our physical selves. Think about the times when you sensed someone next to you and turned to find someone there. Think about the times when you looked forward to hanging out with a particular person because being with them uplifted you. It’s all energy.



Each of us gives off energy and those around us can sense, analyze and react to it. Have you ever been in a room full of single women and four men? You can sense the desperation emitting from the pores of some of the women, while from the men ooze arrogance and authority.



Spirits, we must become aware of the energy within us. By acknowledging this fact, we become empowered and empowering. When we can recognize that we are emitting negative energy, we can change our thought process to change our feelings to emit positive energy, thus attracting more positive energy towards ourselves. Furthermore, when we can recognize that we are emitting positive energy, we can consciously project it towards particular individuals in order to offer a ‘ray of light’ to their moment, day, or week. As positive energy attracts, it also inspires, motivates and heals. As negative energy repels, it also alienates, restricts and destroys.



Once we are able to accept that we are made up of energy and that we have been given the ability to modify its quality as well as project its power, we become more in control of our own successes, happiness and progresses.



Inner Peace,

Tanya

TEDDY D BLOG

she wanted to come over my house and spend some time with me but i was just two damn busy. she think i was with some other girl already and i was making her not come by and see me. so she got off the phone with me and contemplated seeing me. eventually she did becuz 45min later, she was at my house callin' me. and i was sleep. she called like 15tymes in 20mins. so she walked to my front door, hesitated to knock cuz she know my dad room is above the front door. she know my dad don't take that shit. his voice alone will scare a scarecrow. she she went around back to See what it do. she saw my garage was open. she walked to the gate and saw that my brother was on the computer. she told my brother who she was and she got in. she walked all thru my house and to my room. she been at my house all bout once but she knew her path. she knocked on my door and i didn't ignore. she did hear me moan. she knocked a lil harder, nothing. she opened the door and saw me sleep. she smiled and took off her jacket. she slipped off her shoes and crept in the bed with me. she kissed me awake and when i saw her with droopy eyes she smiled. she told me she was scarred at her new apt and wanted me to lay with her. so she got held by teddyD and we had a great night. when it was tyme to wake up, she was using her hands on my fuck stick to wake me up. but that's for another blog

EXPLANATION BLOG

now this is why there's no double standard for " if a man fuck a lot of women, he a player and if a women fuck allot of men, she a hoe"

now lets use different names for this. we gonna use butter, bread and a knife.
men: knife
women: bread
sex: butter

now knives can spread butter over allot of bread. all day everyday and the knife will be just fine. but let bread spread butter over allot of knives, eventually the bread will create a hoe (hole). think about it??

CAKE & EAT IT TOO BLOG

ima jump right into this one. i hate that "wanna have your cake and eat it too" saying. that shit makes no damn sense. i mean think about it for a quick sec. if you have cake, aren't you gonna eat it? YES you are so why have that saying. now lets change it a lil bit. what goes with cake???? ice cream right??? so when they say "have you cake and eat it to" they really saying you can have both things/ways or whatever. you cant do bad and good at the same tyme. when when you say "have you cake and eat it too" just say "cant have his/her cake and ice cream" to glorify that you cant have you good and bad together or you both ways you wanna have. EXAMPLE: when a man wanna have a girl and still flirt with other chicks that's "tryna have his cake and ice cream". when you say "have his cake and eat it too" that just applies to his girl...shes the cake and he is gonna eat it y'all. need i say more???

THE BECKY BLOG

after a while of thinking of possible names for my new car. i came to a decision. first of all my car is white so its only right to give my car a white girl name. plus i thinking people should name the cars after a female anyway. at first i landed on Jessica, felt good enough. then Samantha stood out. but now after yesterday a name stood out that i cant let die. my car official name is BECKY. yes folks like "gimme that Becky" all that shit y'all associated that Becky name with. i got a white girl name Becky.

BIRTHDAY BLOG 2

first of all thank you GOD for this wonderful birthday weekend. i had too much fun. i have some of the greatest friends can ask for. for y'all readers to fully understand what I'm talking about its take from Friday. Friday was the day i got me a new bitch. and when i say bitch i mean white bitch. i miss my Sara silver but it was on to the next girl. i went all the way to la puente to get this white girl. her name is Jessica Samantha baby. that's right my new bitch is a car. excuse me, its a S U V. i got a Tahoe ladies and gents. I'm part of the Chevy family. it feels wonderful. the car rides good. feels good and the most important thing about Jessica baby is that she is all mines.. i got her pink slip coming soon. its all good baby. now when it comes to the partying i did on Saturday, man did i have fun. the music was cool the atmosphere is a lil different then what i expected but i still had fun because the ones who said they were going to come came. we was all drinking and i even had a drunk nap in the club. yes the pics are coming soon just saying that i had a muddalovin ball. i was dressed to impress and i sparked bitches interest. lol and when you have these drunken nites with your friends, you develop insiders with then that carry on for days and days. are insider for the moment is.... SAUCE NIGGA. LOL LOL LOL. man i some real ass fun. y'all all shoulda came. stop being noisy and come to my functions. get it jerkin' with me. til then folks.

BIRTHDAY BLOG

for all who dint know, yesterday i turned 24 on the 24th. it was a great day might i add. yes i had to work but that was my decision and my night went from good to better. i went out to eat with the my friend (she got the prettiest eyes) we had some cheesecake factory(cant get enough of that place). we had a great tyme. laughing it up, drinking, just enjoying each others tyme. then after i took her home, it was off to the bar with my homie MR.S went to bar delux (thanks via lady hips). when we got there, it was small as shit, we almost wrote this shit off as a burnt mission. but it was nice. got some dark liquor in my system. drinking on hennessy, Remy, CONJURE COGNAC. what y'all know about that conjure cognac. n e way it was a great night. i had some fun but ima have more fun this Saturday when i party. tell then folks....stay tuned

MY WORK BLOG

i might be a big dude y'all but ima blessed one. i love my life, i try not to have low self esteem. i keep myself busy with what i love and that's taxes. i think i do a good job. i get people the largest refunds on the planet guaranteed by the IRS. the things that gets me and why I'm writing my blog is that WHY THE FUCK DOES THE IRS SCARE YOU???? i mean seriously? no one should scare you but GOD. don't let them scare you because if you get scared, they already have ur money. my job is if they audit you, they wont take your money. you should never fear the IRS. but unfortunately people get scare and pay up. it pisses me off like every other day y'all. i see it all the tyme. if everyone did not fear the IRS, audit wouldn't exist. PERIOD.

THINKING OUT LOUD BLOG.

things so far are starting to look good for me. the work I'm doing is starting to pay off and the people who helped me are being benefited. but when you are on the up and up, the ones around you are beginning to fall, i feel deeply sorry for the ones who are struggling when I'm not but it just seems like we all cant be doing good at the same tyme. why is that? i wish they were in good standing so we can all have fun, so we can all go out, so we can all laugh, sing, play and get drunk as fuck. lol. yea the wishful thinking i have huh? till later friends...

NEW ORLEANS/ INGLEWOOD BLOG

i stroll in to work today only to surf the net. i go to my facebook page and i see that my elementary friend called me a stranger. she recently left the nest to explore the lands of the "big easy" we were just choppin it up. its strange to me cuz i was going thru a "reminisce" moment. i was going thru the moment prior to me calling her but she just added fuel to this humble fire. back in the days of 98th street we had to sing several graduation songs. one of the songs was "i beleive i can fly" by rapist Kelly. another was "put me in coach" by john fogerty. the last was believing in the power. now that last song she called me playing that song. reminiscing is such sweet sorrow. then again we do this shit constantly. she is such a good friend and i know she reading this so let me say this: i went to D&K yesterday and got me a cheeseburger with the fries in the bag with the ketchup. shit is still bomb.com i gotta love my big easy friend. some say she crazy, ill say that's her and i love her for it. she so damn Ann Frank lol lol (Omega psi phi insyder)

VALENTINE DAY BLOG

y'all should've known i was gonna write about valentines day. i hope all of y'all valentines day was as good as mines. mines was last minute but pulled of to spectacularness. i got drunk and you know what, i fuckin' love being inebriated. went to lunch at the cheesecake, had drinks at the saddle ranch. shit was crazy. i would explain more but its a lot of red tape need to sorted out before i can say shit without being sued. til the next blog folks

CHARACTER BLOG

the things you find out about people when you hear it from another make you think. when i hear the way a person acts when they not around me makes me think about their character. when they act different form what you hear, you question which version is that person character. the version between what you see and what u hear. now everything is political becuz just about everybody lies now (its been documented). so I'm jus thinking twice about people becuz you hear conflicting stories or conflicting character stories. and shit like that makes me not trust a lot of people. how the fuck ima trust you when ur character is questioned? shit like that makes be figiddy about you. man you live and you learn. END!!!

SUPERBOWL BLOG

today is a crazy day. it all concluded with the win of the new Orleans saints, big ups. i spent my super bowl Sunday with my office team and my homie dert squared. and the liquor hits the system, people are different. they act crazy as shit but when it all boils down, cant hold the liquor. I'm not tripping tho. then people on twitter with that #whodat trend, shit is stupid. STOP IT!!! the only #whodat shit i know is from jeezy cd. but n e way. i ain't tripping tho. on the side note, some unmentionables came thru and i gotta say they weren't ugly girls. actually my coworker homegirl is cute but that's where it stops.

congrats to them saints. its officially OFF SEASON.

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TIRED BLOG

its 4 days in to black history month and i jus now placing this blog. Ive been so damn busy people that in the last 96hrs i only had 13hrs of sleep. yet i feel fine. i been taking those 5hr energy drink and they been serving me right. but I'm good folks. my grind requires late nights and hard work. but it will pay off. and due to still being sleepy ima kill this early. but y'all starting now, ima start name my blogs with the word BLOG at the end...stay tuned

CLUB TATOU

Saturday night was one of those nights that i wanted to party again, the homie hit me up was talking bout club KRESS. this is one of four choices for my bday shindig. I'm was trying to go to kress last night to peep the club out and see if i wanna go there. becuz its really between cabana on Friday or kress on Saturday. but like i said i was tryna get in to kress. they were only allowing bottle service which was 1200 for a table of 10 four bottles. so yea we pushed on to the next venue. all we knew off that had some of our folks in was club tatou. oh my this place was a fucking flop. bottom of the rung ass bitches in the venue i swear. well it was a couple of 10s but the rest were -10s. this shit was str8 ghetto. but i didnt mind it for the simple fact that this was a back up choice. if it was my intention to go and this was the result, i woulda been highly upset. I'm use to cleanliness and shit like that. the fact its downtown was not helpful neither but damn. but ima kill this blog with this cuz i feel I'm disrespecting the ones who went there so ima stop for now.

DRUNKEN NIGHT

last night was one of those drunken nights. my night didn't really pop off til midnight. i get a call from old flame(no not the smoldering one). she said that she want me to come to this thing in Hollywood. i was thinking a club but naw, someone house that lives in Hollywood. so i go cuz it ain't shit else to do and i know i have to be at my job at 10am. so i go over to the desired location. when i get there its like snow all over the house...not real snow y'all but snow bunnies...(white girls dumbass). so i was a lil turnt on before i got drunk(yes i got drunk). so I'm like wow, lets get this poppin. i get invited in by my old flame and we commence to drinking. i saw they had REMY, HENN DOGG, AND COURVOISIER, so i made my self a french connection. man was that shit bomb.com so we get drunk and start playing games and dancing and shit. i know my limit but i didn't care. all the night progresses we start to mellow out in a drunken sense(oxymoron?). one of the snow bunnies pointed toward me and said "I WANNA HAVE SEX WITH YOU" my eyes light up. shit like that i dint hear every day. when she said that my old flame was sitting on lap(well on my pelvis cuz i know she felt me poking out my pants). then my old flame said " WELL WERE FUCKING TONIGHT, SO YOU CAN GET YOURS TOMORROW" if there was another level of having a erection, i just reached it. lol. so about 4am, me and my flame go to a room and we made it do what it do. 6:30am i wake up and put my shoes on and continue to leave. as i walk out the house, that snow bunny who wanted to sex me asked for my iPhone and really put my number in... i gave her my card with my cell# on it. i leave, head home, change clothes, and at work by 10am. its 11:15 now and all i can think of is "she gonna call me" cuz if she is, she gonna get that DIESEL SEX.

PARKING SPACE

my day is just slow today. I'm just so damn tired...got my home girl mad cuz i wont do what she ask yet when i as for the same thing she wanna give me that "this is not a you do, ill do thing" its cool i guess. i just don't feel like me today, loss my sense of humor. gotta find it. but the only thing i can say about today was i saw two men fighting over a parking space....something like you see on Seinfeld

first let me say that there were plenty spaces to park but this one was close to the destination. but one person took the spot while the other went slightly past it to back in to space ass first. when he saw the other person take the spot, they argued and argued. now i went into the same store and i park probably 12feet away. i walked in, got my nick knacks and walked out...still beff'n for all i know they still there now. man!!!! I'm out. holla til Friday yoooo

blah blog

man today is one of them days y'all. i just feel so damn bland. feel like a zombie kinda. but up since 5am and sleep just seem like sleep is a long tyme away. i just wanna wanna curl up in a ball and hide... but I'm cool. i can manage. i once went 96hrs with only 11hrs of sleep. so I'm good. ima fighter....better than ever.

RENTAL BLOG

wassup y'all. well as you know i lost my car 20 days ago and things have been weired. but i just got me a rental and all is good. but damn the rental making me miss my car. the reason being is that the rental feels like my Sara. SHIT!!! the rental is a tease. its making the mourning process long. that's not the worst part, the rental is the same color as the rental. shit is crazy yo. i need a new car so the start process cant begin.

IHEARTMYCAREER

my profession is a income tax preparer. and i like to say, "I LOVE THIS SHIT" i love the taxes form the start to the finish. my biggest joy is giving that person a large refund. i do my best to make sure no one owes uncle SAM. i do a good job too...so yea holla at cha boi for them taxes yo

JORDAN SATURDAY

today is another Jordan Saturday. for those who up on game, Jordan Saturday is a day when a pair of his shoes form the past became available for sale. every man who rock Jordan's and appreciate them like i do like this day. especially if you attain a pair. now Jordan shoes is so damn fire that they pair they sell at selected stores are only limited to 2 pair per size. honestly your lucky if you find a store that have 2 pair per size. but Jordan's are that scarce. nowadays, its hard to find the Jordan's in your size because each company got employees who want the Jordan's just as bad at the customers. so you know they get dibs first. so getting the Jordan's is a struggle. well not for me and the homie Sean. we get the jordan with out delay. i wont say where and he wont either so dont even ask but we just got it like that and when the speckle black and white 6's come out, we gonna walk right in and get them when y'all in line early in the morning hoping the people in front of you are not your size. today Jordan was his 6Th edition and the color was black and varsity red. next Saturday is the white and silver high top second edition. shit just peep game at 23isback.com ill holla

THE EXTRA LONG BLOG

this is an excerpt from a story that is being created by me and my vivacious Texas sweet heart

"Trey's in trouble isn’t he?" Her friend asked knowingly.

"Damn right" she replied. Before getting out of the car janae phone rang. Picking it up she saw that it was trey calling.

"Yea?" She answered roughly.

"Oh so that's how you gone talk to your man?"

"Whatever nigga what u want"

"Imma be home late. Like 5am late"

"And I'm suppose to wait up for you"

"No, I'm just doing my duty and letting you know. Shit, the way you talk why come over at all?"

"Exactly. Have a nice night?"

"So it’s like that?"

Instead of answering she hung up and tossed her cell back into her purse.

"That was trey wasn't it?" Cali asked with a laugh in her voice.

"The nerve of him!" Janae exploded in response.

"Don't worry about it. Y'all can settle that shit tonight"

Janae got out almost forgetting to secure her alarm system in hurry. As expected there was a long like up but that was of no importance to her. She never had to worry about lines since she was the club owner’s girlfriend. Soon to be ex if trey didn't learn his lesson by the end of tonight.

"Whoa back of the line. No excuses-" the surly Asian bouncer. Wade announced as soon as he saw her.

"Wade no asshole responses, let me and my home girl in now" she interrupted with her hand on her hip.

"Oh shit janae? Where u been?" He asked automatically trying to be friendly.

"Does it mater? Move" she commanded bringing out her inner bitch.

Without another word wade moved aside. Janae never usually took advantage of it. But she knew if any of treys employees even gave her so much of a hard time that they would be fired the next day. However that was the last thing on her mind.

Cali and her made their way through the packed club to the bar and sat down to survey their surroundings. There were strobe lights everywhere, artificial smoke filling the club every so often. The place was decorated like Halloween/masquerade ball, which explained why half the club had on masks. There were waiters wading there way through crowds with red and blue bowls. To anyone else that would be a strange sight but janae knew only too well what was in those bowls. The red bowls had recreations playthings or drugs and the blue bowl had condoms. Even though she was scanning the room furiously for trey, she to commend him on the decorations.

Everywhere she looked people were working up a sweat on the dance floor, or planning illicit things in darkly lit corners. None of it affected her, even when she saw a girl dressed like Cinderella; lift up her skirt for the roman god wannabe behind her. Nobody had to tell her they were disguising their real activity with dancing in the middle of the club. Wild shit always happened at treys club, apart of the reason she stopped coming.

"Gimmie a gin and tonic" Cali called out to the bartender behind her.

"That's called a kryptonite tonight. Anything else?" The bartender replied.

"Oh and a rum and coke for my girl here"

"No I'm cool right now"

"Suit yourself" Cali replied shrugging.

Once she had her gin and tonic, Cali and janae chilled by the bar for all of 5 minutes before they were approached. Janae brushed off every pimp, superhero, and so called thug, but Cali, she could see out the corner of her eye, was getting increasingly edgy.

"Go ahead sweetheart" she said in a bored voice.

"You sure? I don't want to leave you by yourself"

"You just wanna see me lay the smack down on trey. Go!"

"Alright don't make him bleed!" Cali said laughing as she went off to find a suitable dance partner.

Janae sighed crossing her legs as she sat on the bar stool. Turning around, she faced the bartender who was dressed as a vampire bride.

"Do u know where trey is?"

"Nope. Ain't seen him all night. Who is asking?”

"Mind your business" she said hopping off the stool.

She went up to the vip, brushing off another set of men along the way and was only met with the sight of hoes brushing their legs up against random men, who were going wild with the grey goose and patron. Some were getting lap dances and others were downing xtc with glasses of vodka. Janae rolled her eyes at their wild and extravagant display. It was scenes like this that made risqué so popular. Hell, it was the reason why she came to the club, the night she met trey, in the first place. Biting her lip at that thought, she turned around to leave when somebody grabbed her by the waist.

"Hello goddess. Care to dance?" A mysterious sexy male voice asked.

"Who the hell- ?" She asked trying to turn around

"Ah ah" the mystery man said stopping her from turning around, "just dance with me"

She resisted as he swayed behind her but eventually gave in. Besides, if trey were to pass by he'd see her dancing with the dude behind her. She smirked at the thought of his furious facial expression. Just as r.kelly feeling on yo booty came on; her mystery dancer put an electric blue drink in a martini glass in front of her.

"Drink" he commanded

"I don't take drinks from strangers..." she trailed off as he kissed her the sensitive spot on the neck.

"Drink" he said purring into her ear.

Knowing that what she was about to do was incredibly stupid; she took the glass from him and downed the drink in one gulp. Dj would be furious if he found out. It tasted a lot like hypnotiq but with a weird additional taste. Immediately, as the next song came on, the drink started to have an effect on her body. Her vision became slightly hazy and her sense of touch became extremely heightened. As the mystery man, pilled her closer she found herself extremely turned on.

"You ready yet?" He whispered as the drink worked its magic.

She nodded, not able to get her words out. He blindfolded her and led her by the hand. All she could do was listen to the joyful screams, laughing, and loud music going on around her. However, as they walked those sounds became muffled. Just as she was about to speak up, she wad laid down on what felt like a bed.

Her blindfold was lifted and she found herself in one of treys dimly lit private rooms. She had been in one once, when she was completely drunk and met trey for the first time. The rooms were open for public use for many things but mainly for one reason. Strangely enough, she wasn't perturbed at the thought at all. Looking over at her side, she saw a man dressed in a dark prince costume. He had on a mask so she couldn't see her face but as time passed, she cared less and less.

"What the hell was in that blue shit you gave me?" She asked as her nipples became alive.

"Just something to help u relax" he said reaching around and undoing her dress.

"Relax? The fuck you talking about?" She asked fighting not to slur her words as his hand grazed across the back of her hand.

"Hush" he said silencing her with a kiss.

It was a soft kiss but it sent tingles down her spine. Before she knew it, he was on top of her and shoving his tongue down her throat. She moaned as his hands roamed all over her body and finally rested between her kegs. He pulled away from the kiss but before she could do anything, he pulled away from the kiss but before she could do anything, he pulled out one of her breast and sucked on it lightly as he slipped a finger into her pussy.

Gasping for air, she leaned back onto the bed as he glued his mouth to her breasts, and fingered her gently. Janae closed her eyes as she felt herself become so turned on, it was as if her body was on fire. Suddenly, trey became a distant thought; this mystery man taking advantage of her, but she loved every second. Just when she thought she was going to explode. He slipped another finger inside her. Her eyes flew open as his fingers rubbed on a certain spot. Immense pleasure flooded her body as she opened her mouth in a silent scream.

For what felt like an eternity, she had the hardest orgasm shed ever experience. When she finally came off cloud nine, she looked up to see the mystery man sucking his fingers.

"You taste so sweet goddess" he said kissing her on the cheek.

"Is that it?" She asked in breathy whisper.

"Oh so she wants more huh?" He replied damn near ripping off her dress.

Janae nodded as she watched him undress them both quickly. He left her in her thong but not for very long. She let out a small scream, as he flipped her over onto her stomach. The silk bed sheets started the fired in her pussy all over again. It didn't much help that her mystery mans athletic physique was right above her. To her surprise, instead of getting straight to her business, he planted kisses all over her ass. Each one made her quiver with anticipation.

"How's my sexy goddess?" He asked trailing his tongue all over her ass cheeks.

"So good" she moaned softly.

No sooner than she had said that. He placed his tongue in her ass crack. She shrieked as he slid her thong off and slowly dragged his tongue in her crack. This man, whoever he was, was nasty but her body was craving more. Just as she was getting use to his tongue in her ass it finally made its way to her pussy. He shoved his tongue and pulled her legs up on his shoulders.

Janae screamed as he proceeded to eat her from behind. The sensations that his tongue was giving her body were incredible. It felt crazy long and invaded every crevice in her pussy. Gripping the sheets, she screamed even louder as he started to tongue her clit. She was losing her mind with pleasure. Even when she did cum, his tongue remained in her pussy. Janae gasped for air as he moaned and ate her even more vigorously as her juices filled his mouth. Before she could stop herself, she started moving her ass in motion with his tongue. In response, he gripped her ass and stuck a finer in it as his tongue ran wild on her walls. Every time she tried to raise her head, her vision would become unfocused and her head would swim.

After some time had passed, she was able to throw her head back and close her eyed as he ravished her for what seemed like hours. He slipped another finger in her ass and sucked on her clit hard. Seemingly oblivious to the loud screams she gave him in response. Just as she thought he'd stay in her pussy forever, he slid his tongue out and back into her ass crack. He tongued it gently watching as her body jerked with his tongue. Once he had lubricated her ass crack with his saliva, he moved back down and slipped his tongue right back into her pussy, emitting a loud shriek from janae.

"Can’t. Get enough" he said in between slurps.

Janae moaned back a response and gave a loud and drawn out groan as he sucked on her clit again. He made sure to make extra loud slurps so she would hear how much he enjoyed her. The room was quickly filled by her moans and screams as this mysterious prince ate her like he had not eaten in months. Finally, once she exploded in his mouth for the 10th time, he gave it one last lovingly kiss and took her legs off his shoulders. Laying down her head on the pillow, she felt her legs turn to jelly as they made contact with the bed. She couldn't get up even if she tried. Smirking a little, she felt his electric kisses make their way up to her cheek.

"That's now my favorite dessert" he whispered softly into her ear, grabbing her breasts from behind.

"Who are u and why does my body love u?" She asked turning her head and kissing him lustily.

She tasted her juices on his lips and chuckled as he moaned into her mouth. Pulling away, she licked up all the juices on his cheeks.

"Naughty girl" her mystery man said, slapping her ass lightly.

Before she could react, he got up and pulled her on top of him.

"Show me what u can do" he said rubbing her nipples.

"But I...." she said a little bewildered.

"Come on my beautiful goddess..." he pleaded squeezing her nipples gently.

She jumped letting out a loud moan. The drinks seemed to be getting stronger as time passed. Something she felt greatly as she sat on his dick.

"Oh shit what the fuck?" She groaned as it went up inside her.

For a few seconds she couldn't even move. His dick had her paralyzed as it sent tiny tremors throughout her body. Her mystery prince broke the spell as he squeezed her nipples slightly harder. Letting out a loud moan, she placed her hands on his chest and moved her hips in a deliberate grind. Janae smirked as he gripped her breasts groaning loudly. As his groans became louder, her confidence as she grinded harder on his dick.

She grinned widely as his hands made their way to her hips. It pleased her to no end to see his breathing get heavier and heavier as she grinded harder on his member. However, the grin on her face faded as he looked her straight in the eyes and gave an evil smile.

"No don't your dare!" She ordered, knowing what was coming next.

Disobeying her direct order, he grabbed her ass and pushed his dick hard up into her pussy.

"Dammit no!" She yelled as he gave her punished strokes.

Janae screamed at the top of her lungs as he let loose on her, without showing any signs of letting up. Whenever she was in control, she never did like it when someone took it away from her...until now. She didn't know whether to scream something or to run away from his dick. The latter was not even an option as he slid a finger into her ass and pushed up into her with all his strength. All thoughts of running away were extinguished as quickly as it popped into her head. Especially because he was thrusting so hard he made her headdress fall off onto the floor.

She knew that blue drink had a drug in it but it made everything amazing. Their bodies were covered in sweat, her legs were numb, and she would be sore in the morning, but the man beneath her was making it all worth it. He just wouldn't stop and she never wanted him to. Janae couldn't even recall the last time she was sexed soo...she couldn't even think of a word for what he was doing to her, it was that good. She felt every inch of his member, trying to go deeper with each thrust. This prince, whoever he was, fucked her like it would be his last. His facial expression was a mixture of strain from the effort of thrusting up, and some of the pleasure that was coursing through his body and well as hers.

"This dick wants to feel you girl come on!" He yelled at her.

Janae couldn't even respond. She was too busy trying to figure out how she was getting so much pleasure out of one motion. It didn't make any sense, none of it made sense. Here she was getting fucked silly by a complete stranger, but she felt like he knew her. He was just so sure of himself. Even his thrusts seemed precise and almost as id he knew how she liked to be fucked. Not to mention that whatever was in the drink he gave her, just magnified everything by 10 times. Everything and everywhere was extremely sensitive. It also didn't exactly help that he chose to smack her ass at that very moment. She let out the 40th scream for the night as he grunted with concentration.

"Dammit girl!" He exclaimed sitting up and sucking on her breasts hungrily.

Janae lost her balance, and didn't grab his back in time. The prince tried to catch her but it was too late. Nonetheless it made no difference to them. He propped her leg up onto his shoulder, and continued to fuck her with his mouth still on her nipple. As he pounded away, the drinks effects made it feel like electric bolts were running down her spine. So much that she could no longer yell out in coherent English.

The prince smirked, pulling away from the breast and planted his mouth on her neck. She was losing her mind with the pleasure, and a part of her wanted to stop it, but a huge part of her wanted to get lost in the craziness that was this alcohol/drug sex. Yet at the same time, she was more aware of everything than she had ever been. Her body certainly was aware of each touch or sensation; more than was almost too much for her to take.

The room temperature was skyrocketing; her eyes were rolling in the back of her head. When the music outside suddenly got loud.

"Damn oh shit, my bad man!" She heard someone say.

She looked up just in time to see an embarrassed scantly-clad girl with what looked like a 30 something year old man. They furiously closed the door as her prince cussed at them while she tried to catch her breath since he had slowed down once the door closed however; he got right back to business like he had never stopped. This proved to be too much for janae. One stroke sent one big current throughout the body, which resulted in an orgasm which made the room go black.

Her body convulsed widely as the orgasm ran its course but he didn't stop. He kept going right up until he reached his high. Just as she came off her cloud, he busted inside of her and dropped his head into the crook of her neck breathing heavily. Letting out a heavy sigh, she no longer felt like her body was on fire but it did feel like she had ran a hundred miles.

"Baby girl" she hear him groan into her neck

Immediately her eyes widened in realization. Pushing him off her, she asked the question she wasn't sure she wanted the answer to.

"Who are you?" She whispered a little dumfounded

He smiled at her and took off his mask...it was trey himself

****

"Janae!" She heard someone yell shaking her awake.

Janae's eyes reluctantly opened as she realized that it was all a dream. The alcohol & drug induced sex, the freaknik, and everything. She sat up in bed still very groggy and looked over at her clock to see that it was 4am.

"Baby....can we talk?" She heard someone say.

Looking to her side, she saw an apologetic trey looking like he was two seconds away from pouting. Rubbing her eyes, she leaned back against the headboard and gestured for him to talk.

"I'm sorry. You just always working, it’s like you never have enough time for me" he said looking up at her.

"You know that's not true" she replied still trying to shake sleep off.

"Yea but that how I feel" he said taking her hand, "how u think it makes me feel to see u running out at morning, and just flopping down onto bed at night? Shit, it don't help that you still in amazing shape neither."

She chuckled and squeezed his hands gently.

"I was having the nicest dream. You ruined it" she said with a sigh.

"About who? T.I? I know the nigga next time he come by the club imma beat him up"

"No fool" she said laughing. "I don't remember. Something bout music and a drink laced with some kind of drug"

He gave her a confused look which made her laugh even harder. She didn't even know what she was talking about either. The long she was awake, the further away the dream seemed.

"You were right though. Did we ever get to christen that bath tub when I moved in?" She asked suddenly.

"No. you offering?" He asked with a hopeful gleam in his eyes.

"What you think?"

No sooner had she spoke than he was carrying her into the bathroom. Just as she was about to get into the bath tub, she saw a martini glass filled with an electric blue liquid where the soap dish would usually be. It seemed strangely familiar.

"What's that?" She asked pointing to it.

"This?" Trey asked picking it up as he joined her, "just this drink I mixed when I got home. I call it blue magic"

"Blue magic? You been watching too much American gangster"

"Nah it ain't even like that" he reassured laughing. "You'll like it. Come on...drink"

CROSSROAD

i don't know what the do man. my life has its crossroads and i have seem to take the right route. well one tyme i took the wrong route that's why I'm overweight but give me a break i was young when i hit that crossroad. but I'm not talking ab0ut that. I'm talking about my feelings. there are a sea of women out there but I'm stuck on where to fish. some people might think I'm a flirtatious man, and i will say YOU FUCKIN' RIGHT. I'm trying to not be that way for 2010. I'm gonna focus on me and then apply my power in the pursuance of a women. but how you deal with it when the ideal women is in your face now? do i continue to work on me and just hope she still around when my self focus is over? do i stop the focus on me, attain the women, then back to me again? what should i do? both routes have their downfall which brings me back to the crossroad situation. any ideas?