Wednesday, August 29, 2012

short story

heres a short story..... there is this girl i kno who do a lot of fucking arround...she was finding herself, or so she say. i never fucked on her so she keeps doing what she do...she gets hurts numerous times and she slowly rebuilds herself....her last dude is the one that got her to stop being promiscuous. but she will fuck on someone else when they start going thru it....so i decieded to try to smash, she is now on her J.O.B. she go to school and work...my offering of sex made her a good women now...she been promiscuous free for almost a year....ever since the day i offtered her sex....the end.

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

The Answer

I was asked a question today that had me stuck.

She had me realized that I don't love her. It's was lust. And I guess in my situation, I'm still in lust somewhat. But the old way I felt about her has truly diminished.

I admit, blazing gave me the ability to stop caring but damn I didn't know that I felt like this.

Jus using my lust to smash was a response I thought was correct. That shit was way off. After all the things she did to me, I stay around. She did me wrong. My friend says she constantly shits on me. But I can honestly say that all shitting has stopped. Been stopped for at least a year Yet I'm still here. Why am I still here?

answer: all the things I did for the girl who shitted on me, she owes me sex. Prolly more Than once and when I lose my weight, I'm getting it.

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Esteem

If I can prevent low self esteem I'll be jus fine

Jus Sayn'

Yea. I seem to come to the realization that I'm not in love. But I like real hard. I do love someone but R5 won't let me.