It's been quite sometime since last time I wrote a post

Please Lord keep my soul on track. 

I get frustrated. And iriatated wit things of the flesh. 

Keep me in the mindset of disciplining my emotions. 

I jus wanna be happy. 

Amen. 

Lord, Your goodness is enough to make me thankful every day. Teach me to live with a thankful heart and reminded me to regularly thank You for Your goodness and steadfast love.

A fiend of mine called me and told me she broke up wit her dude cuz he don't show affection. 

Man what I would do to express affection to a woman.  It's been a while. Prolly like 9-10yrs 

The day is fine. People call and chill wit me. Hang out. Blaze. Some even stop by. 

But when it's time to go to sleep or jus chill at night, I get so damn lonely. 

Sure I can hit up someone and see what it do 

But I get curved so much that I don't wanna attempt to reach out. 

Cuz I don't like being in pig shit. 

I can't remember the last time I had a long stimulating conversation with a woman that I liked