Why do I always need attention. Why do my self esteem gets this low? 

I want confirmation so I can stop mentally questioning it. 

I don't know if those were for me or you had a stressed out morning. I kinda want that to be for me so I have some proof that you care for me that much.  But at the same Tyme that's so self centered of me to think them running down ya eyes was for me.  That's shows how much I love you tho.  I've done it multiple times.  Same feelings remain but I'm still cried out. 

I really want to tell this girl that I like her because I have a feeling that we could be a couple but history shows me that admitting that i like her  first causes her  feeling easy

She is so sexy to me yet skinny pretty cute I want Her but I want her to want me to