I get in my feelings about her because I love her. 

 I want her to want me too tho. It don't work if she don't feel the same way period. 

I will continue to work on my health. 

Please be there when I'm ready to have you in my arms. 

That day will come. 

It's selfish of me to ask you to wait for me but I would love it if you did. 

I will be that man you need. 

I'm less than a year away from having u in my life as a girlfriend. 

More than my bestfriend.  

It's been a long time since my last entry. 

I'm came to conclusion that I have to love me. 

Because that way I'll be happy

No more being in love. Stay outta love until a invite occurs. Even then, no

Day 1 of the social media silence.  Almost 12 hrs in. 

I'm hoping this change me. I gotta stop being clingy 

I have to change the way I think so I can proceed to what I need to be. 

Gotta stop thinking about love becuze love is not making you happy at the moment. 

Focus on you. Work on you. Be selfish. 

Change who you are so they will respect you.

When they miss you, they call. 

Don't care about what they do.  They not caring what you doing. 

Either i really love her or this is lack of sex talking

 probably the second thing 

Either all mentally sprung over this woman or I just really know who I want what I want and why 

here alone thoughts running rapid all I could think about really is her 

I love her too much.